ONE LIFE FOR LOVE........

i was on the verge of happiness,
life was filled with the blend of colours.
was feeling like i know you better than any one else in this world,
but still feels like,dont even know a single thing about you.

we shared every thing,ups and downs,
but still some feelings were never expressed.
thought you were the best part of my life,
but never thought you are my life till you left me.

was happy when you were with me,
was sad when you cant understand me.

was left alone in the empty streets of the cold winter night,
was walking alone,i wished i could reach the end when im alone,
but when you were with me i wished the road could never end.

was drenched in the tears,
when i had to believe in the fact that,i cant have you,i cant have my luv.....
when i had to believe that you were never mine,and you will not be mine...
you got your luv now,you are happy...
cant make you sick by letting you know the truth that,you were my love,
cant dare to take away your smiles...coz i luv you...

was lying every day when i said 'i dont luv you'...
was depreving myself when i said 'i hate you'...
was consoling myself when i said 'i miss you'...
but cant let you know that you are my luv....

a wish deep inside my heart,that oneday my luv will comeback to me....
living with the memories of the best days we had together..
still cant even drop a tear,with the fear of loosing you from my eyes...
still luv you my luv,but cant let you know......

dying everyday to keep my luv alive forever.....
one life for luv,one luv for life......

"ONE NIGHT STORM"

Night was like a deep forest,
moon left the dark blue sky alone,
wind was making silent moonings,
sea was looking very peacefull....

It came.....it came like any thing....
one night storm.....it made the lives hell out there.....
waves came cursing our lives.....taken away too many lives along with it....
people were left with no more shelter,no more realations,no more love for them,
little child left without his family,storm robbed him like any thing,
people were injured not physically but by the heart,
hearts of them were crying out a river for their loved ones,
riots trying to save the people's lifes sacred themselves to the sea in return,
people were struggling for the existance.....

It's over........it's over now........
the one night storm has gone......
people started living again with a new ray of hope,
no one sat sobbing,everyone started living again after the war with the nature,
world is looking same as the day before,
sea is looking very pleasent with the soft blue waves,
but we could just see the sea as a devil under the cover of peacefullness,
it's all gone......it's all gone.....
leaving the sour memories for people for the rest of their life....
it's gone...it's gone.......the one night storm has gone.....

"I REALISED"

The risingsun wishes me with the morning glory,
Fragrence of the flowers fills my veins with the new joy,
Wind touches me blissfully,
Little child's smiles makes me feel happy,
Rain wipes out all the tears out of me,World was looking like a heaven........

But i realised......i realised......
Now i lost every thing,after you left this world my friend,
Sun set indicates with my alone shadow that i'm alone,
wind acompanies with my silence,
little childs smiles and giggles fail to make a curved line on my face,
Rain is falling like a silent tear out of the clouds,
world is looking very annoying.....

I realised.......i realised..........
It din't took me days or years,
it was my alone smile made me realised that you left this world,
I was crying alone,
that hands are no more there to comfort me,
i realised you are no more,
You left this beautiful world to me,
but this world doesn't mean a thing to me...without you,
A wish in a corner,
that my friend can get back to this world someday,get back to me again,
But i realised ,you slipped away......
can't be back ......
I realised................

First Try

I have a name
It gives me a shame
for it doesnt mean a thing to me
hasn't yet the whole world come undone

things that make me sick
for they aint so week
in what form or shape that they might be
i still cant relate them to me.