chapter 1:
I was sitting alone as usually pre occupied wid my day dreaming.This tym i was thinking about my last nyt's dream,da way i've been interviewing these guys (A fat tiger,A very lazy fish,An intelligent parrot ..etc.,) from my comic books which seems pretty funny now.Suddenly ive been distracted wid dis irritating sound coming from near by speakers,den my eyes rolled uppon to da stage where dis guy from English Dept.,wid a pot sized belly in neatly ironed black robes n wid oval shaped spectacles which are allmost at da tip of his nose,was addressing da gathering for dat day.It was da last week for us in our school.widin a week v vl b out of da school.This day,it was da last gathering for all da mates.Ppl were all over in da hall hugging each other,sayin goodbye,n sm ppl still chatting abt da days de hav been spent in da school.At dis point if tym sm thing seemed so peculiar,ive got no good frens since yr's !!.Then again i was abt to enter into my day dreaming,but den,der dis guy comes n sits next to me,in white spotless shirt wid blue jeans n in Reabok shoe,since yrs ive never observed ny one lyk dis till today,he introduduced himself as Mr.Sam from da same batch,though i do nt entertain strangers much,quite amazingly i also introduced my self as Ms.Sarah.Again into my day dreaming,but to my surprice,der were no more tigers or fishes,there was dis smile?.oops..i was out of my dream n was searching for sm thing in da crowd unknowingly for wat m searching.Den my eyes stopped at dis guy,he was da same who sat next to me bfore sm tym.I noticed it was DA SMILE ,in my dreams.....
chapter 2:
After a week,it's da last day of school.we are gonna b free,no more school,no more restrictions,no more assignments,no more boring lectures,for all v were happy,except for one thing dat we are never gonna c all those precious moments spent in da school.
Was heading towards da road,den again dis guy,Mr.Smile(sam, i thought it would suit more to him) in my way again,v've been talkin as if v know each other for yr's though v were perfect strangers.widin a short span of tym i lyked his company .we reached to da end of da road.had to bid farewell,shook hands simply n den said goodbye to eachother.we both had to take two diff ways,der suddenly comes dis strange feeling...m i gonna c him again??? m i gonna talk to him ever??? m i gonna c dat wonderfull smile again ever in my lyf wat i adored in him ??? huh...wid hell lot of questions in my mind..left da school..Thought to hav a last glance at dis guy,ive seen back,i could c dat chariming face in a crowd..but one thing i noticed ..it was da same strange look in his face..wid all da question marks in his face !!!for wat i guessed it could be....
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Today is gonna be da day ...... !!! song coming over n over again,still i was listening to it,n den i realised its my ringtone...Alas!! i missed many calls,den i picked up,der dis voice again,allover my ears echoing,hulloooo u der....it was my turn to surprice,Mr.Smile ??? A cool voice said yeah its me n said Sarah we need to talk.After a break of 6 weeks from school,it was da first tym we spoke.N we did nt know dat vl carry wid dis relationship for yrs at dat moment.It was jus lyk ny other date,but sm how it mattered a lot to me for wat i did nt know yet. Mr.Smile n Myself could make a gud pair of entertainment package.we spent most of da tym
together discussing abt da shit under da sun,we were together in coffee shops,we played,we laughed, we fought....n finally dis day comes, we cried together. Years spent together jus seems lyk seconds,all da memories are still inside me lyk antique pieces of my lyf.No more tigers,lions or parrots in my dreams now,neither teddybears.jus one "Smile" all over my dreams..i did nt realise yet,that these are gonna b da most wonderfull days of my lyf ever.Did nt realise nt wat de mean to me...jus spent happily...seems very heavenly.wen i saw dat smile i found my self.
chapter 3:
Five yrs hav passed.Now da tym came.tym to leave every thing behind. same questions all over my mind again.m i ever gonna c him again???m i ever gonna talk to him again?? Five years prior to now wen i had da same questions in my mind, i did nt care abt da answers.I did nt worried abt da answers.i jus had Qs wid me....But now neither i know da answers nor i dare to question my self,coz m worried abt da ansewers,,coz even a single thought of leaving him behind will drag me to tears.A simple thought abt it will make me so desperate to take a decision lyk, i would never ever go so close to nybody in my lyf again,coz i can nt take it ny more.
Every smile of him makes it impossible for me to forget him.
Inever knew wat love is,if u would loose ur self totally to sm one,n if u would do ny thing to stop tears streaming from those eyes,if u would put on a smile on ur face jus to see smone so haapy bcoz of u....is dis called love????if yes.....Hurray!!!!! m in love.......but??
Is it Love?????
or Is it Destiny????
If u luv sm one n if it goes to waste....could ny thing b worse dan dis????
y cant we choose destiny???? Y does destiny chooses us????questions all over my mind..Qs
of silence....
chapter 4:
Today is gonna b da day..........!!!!! song again n again...its my wake up call....Sarah....Sarah.....my mom yelling at me for sleepin such a long tym,coz shez afraid dat i would b late to school,so my english prof.,dat guy wid pot shaped belly would make me stand out side da class till noon for getting late...
Den i realised it was all a dream...A Dream..A beautiful dream...All day along i was laughing at myself abt dis dream.. one day suddnely dis Smile in my school !!!!!!!!
till dat day i din know dat beautiful dreams can be scary too ....im jus scared of loosing a person whoz so close to me..... Are'nt dreams scary too???Ain't they???
(often we may don get a thing wat we want but we will get a thing wat we need.if u stop dreaming abt ur lyf cursing ur destiny ,den understand destiny has won da game of LYF..so lets nt make our destiny rule us,let US rule destiny...so watever hurdles comes in lyf,jus take dem as a plain glass of water,n go on..win da race wid destiny..move on happily wid tym making all da wonderfull memories again...After loosing tym only we will realise dat da lost tym is called memories...so lets make all da wonderfull memories to spend a lyf tym wid dem...never loose confidence....never stop day dreaming or else destiny might win ! ! ! )
